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Name: erik
Country: United States
State: Maryland
Metro: Baltimore
Birthday: 8/20/1969
Gender: Male


Interests: Eating Sleeping Bubble Baths Taking care of my precious little girl
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Occupation: Government
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 11/29/2005

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Thursday, December 01, 2005

Ik houd van een dwaas meisje het van wie hoofd met gebakje gevuld is. Ik ga werken. Ik heb niet zelfs nog geslapen. Ik denk soms ik me te begrijpen martel. Wat is mijn doel en zal ik ooit succes hebben? Zal zal zij verblijf met me komen en me voor haar laten voor altijd geven? Ik zou dit willen doen.

Hey i can post in foreign also.

I am heading to work

don't walk through screen doors...you might strain yourself.

Three men walked into a bar...the fourth one ducked.


Tuesday, November 29, 2005

OK So I used to live in California and when i mvoed there I heard that everyone was smoking grass. I figured I would try it. So I took my cigar out of the holder and yanked up a handfull of grass and stuffed it in and lit it. It was nothing...but the fertelizer was murder!

I was invited to a party in California and well I was naive to these Califronia Parties. I walked in the door and a guy asked me if I had any junk with me so i told him I gave it all to the salvation army. It was the first time a guy with two heads looked at me like I had three.
Later on this girl asked me if I had any uppers. I told her I had my own teeth and did not need uppers. Her friend said "no man she means uppers you know like the uppers and the downers." I replied that i had never heard of the uppers and the downers but if they were playing in the area I would catch their act sometime.
After dinner the host brought out a silver bowl full of white powder and lots of silver spoons. I like my herbal tea extra sweet so I took three spoonfuls. Next thing I know i am being shoved out the door and was neer invited back.

California is an odd place.


I dedicate this to someone I love dearly who will understand it it is two songs from two different people but both ring true.

Johnny Cash

Hurt

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way


and this one

Bob Carlisle

Butterfly Kisses

There's two things I know for sure
She was sent here from Heaven
And she's daddys little girl
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes
And I thank God for all of the joy in my life
Oh but most of all
For butterlfy kisses after bedtime prayer
Stickin little white flowers all up in her hair
Walk beside the pony dady
It's my first ride
I know the cake looks funny daddy
But i sure tried
Oh with all that I've done wrong
I must have done something right
TO deseve a hug every mornin
And butterfly kisses at night
Sweet 16 today
She's lookin like her mama
A little more every day
One part woman
The other part girl
To perfume and mke up
From ribbons and curls
Trying her wongs out in a great big world
But I remember
Butterlfy kisses after bedtime prayer
Stickin little white flowers all up in her hair
You know how much I love you dady
But if you don't mind
I'm only gonna kiss you on the check this time
Oh with all that I've done wrong
I muct have done something right
To deserve her love every mornin
And butterfly kisses at night
All the precious time
Like the wind the years go by
Precious Butterfly
Spread yuor wings and fly
She'll change her name today
She'll make a promise and I'll give her aways
Standing in the bride room just starin at her
She asked me what I'm thinkin
And I said I'm not sure
I just feel like I'm loosin my baby girl
And she leaned over
And gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there
Stickin little white flowers all up in her hair
Walk me down the isle daddy
It's just about time
Does my wedding gown look pretty daddy?
Daddys don't cry
Oh with all that I've done wrong
I must have done something right
To deserve her love every mornin and butterfly kisses
I couldn't ask GOd for more than this is what love is
I know I've got to let her go but I'll always remember
Every hug in the mornin and butterly kisses


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